Imperfect Life

house party
pool party
club party
all kind of party!
i cancelled everything because i wanna spend time with my family
in return, i lost all the opportunity of every plan
master plan, backup plan
all bullshit!
one fail! all fail!
damn!
i hate it!
i hate "A" to tell me so much!
yes!
i no gonna celebrate my 21st birthday like others!
so what!
what's wrong with you!
you try to make me cry?!?
stupid thing!
you're lucky becoz you talk with me in msn!
if not, i will chop you into pieces!
put your head in front my house
put flower in your legs as vase!
use your hand to goreng nasi!
use your eyeballs as golf ball
hate you hate you hate you!
you make me feel so bad while i think it's ok!
i dun like you!
i dislike you!
you gonna be in my reject's list!
you will be top of black friend!
i gonna make you beg me!
beg me for no mercy to end your life!
you make me feel lonely!
you make me feel i dun have anyone!
i tell you!
i have my family!
best friend, good friend, nice mate!
i got car, homeless dog,cat, even human!
i got laptop!
i got facebook!
i got my own key!
so shut up!

hahaha
my 21st birthday is coming soon!
4 days to go
but saturday's plan has to cancel
due to my mum will get small operaton on her knee
she worry it will be hard to her to enjoy buffet..
so..
we will enjoy buffet next week!
so..
now i have to plan my lovely friday and saturday!
hmm....
but every year i expect my fater will plan something for me and my bro..
my father no longer here anymore!
if he still alive
if we still meet him every week
if he still can talk with us..
everything is different without him
i miss him
i will make a wish
wish that he is still alive!
talk loudly like old man
reject our suggection
bring us to steak house
get us present
haiz...
forget about it!
he's no longer here anymore!
at least, i still have my mum
my bro
my sister,
relatives!
and FRIEND!
hahaha...
so i must be happy with what i have!
at least my mum will give me three keys!
car key! room key! and gate key!
hahahaha...
of coz come with term and condition lo!
i will drive when i get approve!
i will clean my room everyday!
i will lock the gate b4 i leaving!
hahahhaa..
sounds simple!
but it's hard to do it o!
it's hard to get approval
it's hard to reach her requirement of room cleaning
hahaha

okla...
people who loved me,
i gonna sleep d!
tata
love ya!

listen to golden by mika

suddenly i missed life with someone
someone that always be with me (not physically, but virtually?)
i dun know...
i prefer guy that sms rather than he call me very often
i dun need him to date me always....
because i know i need time and space for my family, and it same with him
i love it when he knows what i need!
it's better if he has a good sesnse of humour...
hahaha...
i love guy that laugh alot! like happy baby
i hate EMO guys!
he can be emo but he must not make me feel down!
i scare later i gonna throw rope from 22th floor and hang myself there!
he can be bald!
i dun mind!
i really dun mind!
actually physical looks is not important but inner beauty!
ok la!
i should not ask so much!
because i dun have so many good point to sale!
hahaha..
ok la..
i gonna sleep d...
tomorrow got morning class and gonna fetch mum go KLSMC!
damn!
that place is so far away from my place!
good night!

listen to NO AVAILABLE!

i'm going back to college!

my lovely UCTI!

I'm coming back!

damn! i miss my friends so much!

i miss alice, sherry, moein, alireza and others!

damn!

hahaha...

i hardly flashed back what i've done during the holiday!

hahaha...

i been so SO so SO busy! but i dun really know what i busy with!

but the last thing was went temple for 2 days!

for something like course!

hahaha...

i ate vegetarian food for 2 days!

holly shit!

it was so so so so terrible!

hahahah...

i guess i'm not born to be vegetarian..

haha.

i get few calls from jcphung, jeff, jessie....

hahaha..

all start with "j"

hahaha..

jc called me for the maxis broadband

jeff called me to ask my latest timetable...so he knows when i'm available fo hi-tea!

jessie called me because she need my huge hand to help her!

hahaha..

oh ya

this is my timetable



monday: 8.30-10.30, 13.45-15.45

tuesday: 8.30-10.30, 10.35-12.35

wednesday: 8.30-10.30, 10.35-12.35

thursday: 10.35-12.35, 13.45-15.35

hahaha..

so please refer the timetable b4 YOU date ME!!!

ahhaha..

ok...

i'm very tired !

gonna sleep early!

becoz tomorrow i have class at 8.30am!

night!

miss you all!

love ya!



listen to the city at war by cobrastarship

hey hey you you you...
finally kick my brother out of the computer
now i would like to share what i done in the weekend and of coz include today!
SATURDAY
wake up at 9am, take bath
spend time with my lovely car (MYVI)
clean it from inside til outside!
polished it til it bling
eat my mum homecook porridge
went central buy food, fruits, and other things..
ahahah.
of coz, as usual, we went to eat steamboat!
super nice, and cheap!
RM 50 for 4 person!
this is my saturday!

Sunday
we went to fitness first in the curve with beloved uncle gary and his family...
supposed we went to taman tasik perdana.
but the god is sad that day!
crying wholeday..
so we went to gym with gary!
after gym session, we went to dragon-i
my god! the food there is nice!
hahha..
then went back home and watching movie!

monday, or today?
went to pray my father
the seventh seven day!
then catch my mum go clinic!
the doctor said must go hospital for specialist!
damn i have to go ampang this thursday!
hopefull her knee will back to normal!
ok a.
that's all for today
i'm going to off now.. my brother gonna kill me!
chaoz!

take a shot before pick up him

enjoying his soya bean jelly with kiwi

After several friends adviced me to write my feeling into online diary, i created this blog!
hahaha...
so this is a vital moment to me and beloved online diary!
a day, a time which never should forget! (10/09/2009, 2313)
Actually i had a blog, but i hardly find time and thing to manage it...

BUT

after my father watching me from sky,
after my mum stop being "noisy",
after my sibling know what they should do, what they shouldn't do,
i get some spaces, some times to pamper myself...

HOWEVER,

bird like me cannot fly far away without worry her family, her responsibilities, and others....
so i do it in a economically,convenient, and also efficient!
hahaha...
my brain still full of Delivering customer value!

that's all fo today la... i'm gonna plan what i gonna do tomorrow d!
chaoz!

listening to i'll go crazy if i don't go crazy tonight-U2