Imperfect Life

due to my lovely father passed away
due to my mum does not like the new house
due to we (children) still have no money to buy a house like that
due to many many many reason
we gonna let go the new house
the house which my dad loves it so much
the house which so expensive
the house without my father's shadow
then it's meaningless to us for staying such a big house
so, i gonna forget a dream for having my own room
and i can study, do, play,sleep, eat, drink, anything! in my room
i have to study in the dining space, watching tv in living hall, playing computer in dining area,
i cannot keep my little dirty secret, no private pic, i dun have my own bookshelf which now i have to put it all on the study table which i never even use it!
i cannot facebook so much, i cannot sleep whatever i want
i cannot drink and eat on the bed
i cannot watch movie with my laptop on the bed
i cannot put my teddy bear on the bed
i cannot decorate my room because i dun have room
i must sleep when my mum wants to go the bed due to she very easy awake by little noise
i must wake up when she wants to...
i cannot wash my jean once a week
i cannot make the room like iceland
ok la..
take it from another way,
i'll be so fine
i only dun like to do everything in public

listen to no other love by Chuck Prophet