Imperfect Life

you told me you treat me like sister
fine! i get it! i happy to hear that!
at least i dun worry you will treat me as a couple!
but why!?
what happen to our pure relationship
you suddenly holds my hand when we crossing the road
hug me when i said i'm cold
bite my cheek when i smile!
ok! i have to admit that you're hot!
super hot, hadnsome, talented!
shit! after i come back, my brain full of you!
but! you make me sleep well! this is the benefit get from you
if you're local people, a local chinese people
i'm sure i will accept you
but too bad
you're not a local or chinese guy!
but if i found a local chinese guy like you
it will be a miracle
how to get a guy to be so prefect like you?!?
you are making my life so hard!
you are a guy which i take you as gay
and you really treat me like a gay friend..
we chit chat like sisters..
arh! i miss the old you!