Imperfect Life

Didn't they always say we were best friend?
I guess that we were once
i glad that we were once

But what make you leave me?
It is a faithless friend
And in the end when life has got you down
you just throw me aside

let we talk for last time
talk to me for last memory
We are happier here together
than we could ever be crying
so talk to me
and never throw me aside


There might a thousand reason for friend to be apaer
but it's no one's fault
and it's not my fault

Maybe things we made would no work out
but i have no doubt even though it's hard to achieve

i have the faith in us and i believe it soon happen on you and me

so talk to me
tell me, and i promise it will never changed.
because it's you and me togehter
and we got time
so talk to me, talk to me today
So hold on to me tight
Hold on, I promise it'll be alright

There's so many dreams that we have given up
just recall all the memory we had together
and with this kind of friendship
what we've got is enough for the rest of the life

After saying goodbye to my dearest friend,
suddenly i feel the need of changing my lifestyle...
YEAP! changing my life while i still rushing for my academic stuff
I'm very worry the negative emotion back to me like it used to be
From tuesday, i started go swimming, and eat broccoli in the morning,
then afternoon drink chocolate milkshake, sometimes have an apple too,
then dinner, i drink soup, eat fish and an apple again...
After that, i do some holla hoop for an hour while watching tv...
this is a life that i never been through...
i have to wake up at 7 plus to go swimming as my first program of my day....
sometimes go for boxing also...
then listen to music....
Thursday night, i will have jamming session!
hahaha..YEaP!
my friend asking me to replace the pianist for few weeks..
and i learn to play guitar and drum too..
hahaa..
although my assignments is crushing and still feel the time is just enough to do everything..
negative emotion still nearby me, but song will temporarily chase them away...
i know its sounds like i'm on diet..
actually i having some detox program as they said it will help to balance your positive and negative emotion.
oh ya, i learn dancing too...
no those formal teacher la... just learn from my friend..
hahaha...
how to move your hip...
thanks to her also....
ok la..going to sleep d..
tomorrow need to wake up early!
chaoz!