Imperfect Life

hang out with mae mae this evening talking about my new toy boy, Mr.Sean~
hahaha....
P.S: i have to say that he is a guy...not a girl...(JC's gf called Sean too:P)
i told mae 50%-60% about Sean...
but then the problem now is
1. Am I ready to be heartbroken?
2. My family can accept him?
3. His family can accept me?
4. Is he my Mr.Right?

The way he treated me is really good...
and he is local! (this is the best =) )
Although his past and family background is quite complicated (erm, like soup drama), but then he willing to change la (still in process)

I don't know la...
I just want to get the right person to get myself a stable life....
I need a guy who can give me a secure life....
and my family must able to accept him
of cos...
THE BEST thing is his family can accept me~
For sure, girl always want Mr.right as their potential husband lo...

So the only thing i can do is..
wait lo...
see lo...
hahaha....

kinda weird but i miss him
miss the way he called me
miss the way he treats me
miss the way he pampers me
miss the way he curses others
hahaha...
tot i didn't really know him well
but i like him
I Miss him!

To you know who,
I'm sorry but i like to do something like:
I just like to laugh when i want to
i just like to dance in the car when i have the feeling
i just wanna accept your call when i miss you
I will tell you whatever i dun like without think of your feeling
I will reply you when i feel like to do it~
I wanna hug you when i like it~
but the truth is...
i'm gonna to listen your advise before i do things
i think about you before i do any risky
I'm gonna miss your voice when the song plays ~

I'm a girl love freedom yet love to trapped by you~


From
bear~